Its been so long since i update my blog
oh well .. and i should delete all of the old post
because when i read it ..
1st thing on my mind is ...
"what kind of language is it?? "
i dont knw why i post those shit on ...
but i knw that time i was truly sad
Oh well ..
you guys see the moon today?
its big ... ! well of cz ... my fren told me to see XD
thx anyway quite long time since i see a full moon =)
And er...
where should i start this ...
did u guys ever being push aside ?????
by friends ? the one you trusted the most ??
the one you like perhaps ??
well its hard to say ...
maybe because of my own personalities problem ?
who knows ?
i am yours friend ... i am not your servant or something or slave
what u ask me to do i can say no ...
and i always help ... but what return is ... not a even a thx but scolding
Fuck... i did my best ... so this is what gv back to your friend who helping you
i am so selfless but from now on =D
i wont
and what is the definition of friends??
-a person that i know their name and talked before
- a person that always hanging out together
-a person that i always talk to ..
OR a person who can use for ...
- a person ............... blah blah blah
that is so much ... so why we put "normal , good or best "
best friend or close friend is we always meet and hanging together
owh well ... or maybe wan make it more close and we call "brothers , or sisters"
but in my life .. this so called brothers did they really treat me as i treat them?
eh... no i think =D they just kick me out when i have no more usable room
or maybe from the 1st place i have no usable for them =)
and er .. the one i trusted the most , the one i like her before
now suddenly change into hating ...well i cant tell the feel why
but ... ha
and now my happiness turn into
hatred , jealousy , and sadness
but now on ... i will put much effort i can into my college and my future ..
care oni myself now =D
this is the only thing i learn from them
and after i really succeed
and i will tell them that day ...
BRING IT ON
what do i care now
