Tiny may it be, but no means miserable. There are souls who'll feel your sorrow, for you are the world

Monday 22 February 2010

Hell yea ...

The 1st good news when i at school is ?
Khirudin .. has change school
LOL ....

psps ... actually for u guys maybe not
for me ... xD hehe
my moral project can put aside
for 1st xD ...

But the bad thing on today
is ... Homework ... and homework
is only i got
LOLzz
addmath ... i hate vasanti ... LOLzzz
then chemistry project =.=...
much and much ...

Friday 19 February 2010

Most Happy Day Ever in CNY

Wednesday ... 17 / 2 / 2010
( for 1st ... sry to 1 of my friend ... )
i wake up very very early
at 7 am ...
but guess when i sleep ?
i think 3 something XD
lucky my kidney still there
haven't break
when i walk out of my room ...
i feel very sleepy and dizzy ...
and what i saw is ...
my cousin ald sit in front of my pc ... ==
lol ...
so fast and early ...
well well well ...
about 11 am ..
the 1 thing i never expect is ...
full of my friend come and find me
lol ... for sure .. take ang pau lol
..
many of them ... some how ...
10 plus
=.= ... at first ...
all not dare to come in LOL
what the ... but them came in also ...
lol ... funny thing is
ah man straight sit in front of PC
haha ... thn Kar Yan ask him
hou hou yi si hor ...come in straight use ah thien pc
thn ah man ans she said
i never touch computer before ma ... =_= ....
gv him bom dou gao gao ...

they sit awhile ...
thn go kar yan house ... lol
they all go ... without me ... (means no wait me )
= =||
luckily they still got wait me on g floor
then all go eat and yam cha
then go
kar yan house ~~
girl so nice1 .
kam heng fetch they all
i tot i wan kam heng fetch aso d =.=
full lol ...
cz no nid use $ ma ..if not take taxi so exp
actually i dint use $ on taxi aso lol ...
1st time go kar yan house ah man gv ...
i said ah man u gv 1st...
lol until now i havent gv him back yet
soon i have to belanja he yam cha
thn all go kar yan house
play black jack ... lol ... go ppl house play card =.=
how the hell ...
and hor ... kar yan de family so nice
especially her mother hahaha
so funny 1
=.= ... judi is not good for heath = = ...
cz what ... i lost 20 ++ at there
and 30 + at cousin there
+++ another 1
is exp =.=
white white gone xD
but lose like that is happy
happy lose ~_~

after kar yan house
we all go Elain house ..
whooah .. when we at there
boys all shocked lol ... ( cz most of the girl go her house be4)
quite big house
well ...
that day ngam ngam Elaine's relative
came to her house
so ... we go her room ...
when at her LOL
shame to say ...
xD hahaha
tell u later
well .. we at joke
and joke
but joke
LOL
laugh ... is the all ...
most of my friends is joker ...
so i knw to joke too ( abit lar ... i hope so =.= tell me if i am not )
but is that good to be joker ?
makes people happy and laugh
but how if we joke in wrong sentence or timing
1 of my fren said i am ... but .. is that so ?
ok then stop tis =.=

Joke and play card
this where i am shame to say
LOL
tell u guys
DO NOT
so confidence on winning
when we are playing card
i said that if who lose who gona act like snake
crawl from the room to outside
hahahaha
well ..
you guys can guess ... i lose =.= LOL
which means i going to be snake ....
yep ... =.= video also got
i put that to u guys later ( remember to remind me )
if u wan to c early
u can c on my phone or seng , ah man , elain , mei kei and mei teng
shame to say ...

the happiest day in cny ...

VANX
( alot of small part in this event is missing
because i cant write all =.= too complicated ...)

Wednesday 10 February 2010

Start Cny

Muahaha...
well well well ...
i start my cny vacation early
start today xDD
i hope i will not receive the surat by the way
Xixiii

@@ ...
hmm ... so c you guys after cny xD ...
1 1/2 week
lol math ?
xD ...
...

miss me yarxx
i sure miss you guys 1 ...
1 week ++ wor ..
song long o ...
ahaha ...
end


VAnx

Monday 8 February 2010

Say?

Say ... said or says ?
Or yell ? lol ...
I cant describe my feelings now ..
however
its difficult to say ... or to be says
or even to understand
what the crap i am talking ?

Its like a boulder crash on my heart
It more like the feel get ignore than get
hurt ..
Where is my right ???
because all the damn crap ppl
ignore me
fuk ...
some times i hope i can say fuck them
great ... i go alone school today ...
ask why ? funny
i get ignore by my fucking fren .. great
..
good take for me huh?

Sunday 7 February 2010

Walking alone on the street
No purpose
None stop ...
Didn't feel tired
Looking around
Couple , Old married , Family
That what i found
Think ...
Did i have ?

Street light starting to be on
Its getting late ...
But still walking
Like a soulless body
Walking dead

Looking At the Bench
Reminds me that painful memory
Always sitting at there alone
Out of friend , Out of my mind
Always ...
Same thing different day

Factory .... i realise far enough i walk
i stopped ... think .. Factory
Wheres the people work for
For money , For living
For suffering ...

Everyday like hell
While i still walking on earth
Still stepping on the ground
Because you are gone
The day you leave me
You said that i must keep going
For you ... but without you
World more like hell i ever been ...

Few water drop on my face
Crying ? No ... Cried much enough
While You leave me alone for suffering
It just raining ...
People is running for their way home ...
But i still walking slowly to find my scar
And headed way home

Reached ...
sound the dropping water
but not from outside
but from my cloth
Take of them ...
Go for bed
same suffer day
when it going last ?


Create by
Vanx Chew

[ does matter to you if you lost the 1 most love ?]
[wound may heal .. but scar will left ... that will remind the pain ]

Monday 1 February 2010

lol ... funny






This what i found lol ...
Funny
hahaha
but ...
got abit disgusting ... haha
i recommence u watch it