忙了好整年终于took a small break
好兄弟终于从韩国回来了
所以就去走走玩玩
目的地嘛，也真的最后一分钟才想的
4点凌晨集合，4点零一分决定目的地
所以就浪了两天
去了rompin 然后继续从那边玩着回来
终于看到久违的海
7 个人去
不用看,单身的就是只有我（有位爸爸跟孩子和两队情侣）
所以一人的就是我
最搞笑的是一直给他们说我单身狗，直到我都认了我就是狗了
他们都还没收手
然后买冰淇淋给我 就是一整支
他们就是两个人share 一支
刚吃完一支，看到mcd 又买了cone
所以我在15分钟内整整吃了两种
撑到我脱肺
回到来了，睡了几小时醒来就去跟家人拜清明
拿了两天假，虽然尽量不看工作，但是往往很快的就追上来了
刚刚不久回复了需要回复的 明天才继续捡屎
我还很累，我依然想离开公司，虽说暂时先收回了辞职信
可是没感觉很想继续留下，想留下的原因还真的是为了team
不是为了公司
an evening light shines, reflects on his pales face,
although its less than an hour before the sunset,
lights are still bright enough to let him see.
he sat close to edge, the sound of sea below hitting at the cliff
almost sounds like a melody that sooth the soul.
his face almost blank of emotion
he looks to his left, he can see his face smiles bright at him,
happy, not a worry in that smile.
after seeing that face his blank emotion finally turn into a bitter smile.
look back at the sea then stare right into the setting sun and he spoke.
"remember that time we talk about how insignificant we are? all these stars, the world."
there is no response, and he continue
"Compare to the world, the Cosmo we are nothing but a speck of dust... No, now come to think of it, probably even less than that" and he lightly chuckles, and quickly turn back to bitter smile.
still silences from the sides of him. his sight still on the setting sun and continue speaking.
"Yet how insignificant we are, the vast world still lead us to where we are, and here we are. These rubbles roads we walked, the smells of the grass, the rain drops on face, it is all the proof that this "speck of dust" exists. that we are here, we were... here."
He took a deep breath, still looking at the sun that has been half way fallen into the horizon.
He knows that beside him still a worry free looking guy staring at him and resting his hand on his left shoulder.
he stopped speaking, and he took out a pocket flask from his right chest pocket. but he was using his right hand, because his left arm is holding something, instead of holding almost wrap an arm to elbow tight to his chest, it is important to him.
took a drink from the flask, and then put the flask near his left knee and said "here you go. best vodka in town", then turn into wide smile as he thought of something funny and continues saying
"you know, people said that the twilight time is when you can see unseen things, i wonder this time if i can see you again"
as light fades and twilight turn to dusk. He stood up.
unravel what he have been holding in his left arm.
taken off the lids, walk as close to the edge, the roaring seas below still raging against the walls below.
and poured it down.
"As insignificant we compared ourselves to the world, as long my memories never dies, you will ever live, even the speck of dust like us deserve to be remember, because for you are my cosmo, my beloved friend."
