10 years

Quote i wrote "

"年少时非常重视的东西，而到十年后的现在是否已变得微不足道？"

literal translation will be "What do you value very much when you are young, and whether it has become insignificant by ten years later?"

Of course the second sentence can also mean (but not literally) "is the feeling still the same"


I wrote this quote i think back at 2014 at my facebook, then every year at the same day i will re-post a similar quote but changing a word or 2. Not really sure why I did that, but it does reminding me what I value; care. But now has became insignificant; valueless.

Just like dreams we had when we were child, first started like "I am the world!", 
After growing up a little it became" I am a part of the world". Then growing even older it became "Do i mean anything to world?"

10 years...
Think about it, what did we lost? Has our point of view changed? what did we miss?
What we value so much back then but it seems doesn't matter now
That pinky promise to someone? Gang of friends that swore to be together? Or the firery ambitions we once held? Or the sweet memories of someone
Time passes and things change.
The things that I was once held high regards, now it seems... fading. Even some I held it dear, but in the end, the other people doesn't. So it will just become I alone yearning the past.

What did you value back then? 
But now doesn't seems like it matter anymore?

What year it is again?

Come to think of it, used to be so much active on the blog, then become few months a post, now years, if blogspot is a book it will be cover in dust, an inch thick.
I can't help feel embarrass when my English wasn't that goods still want to write a REVIEW on a Your Name. SMH.
Somehow it got 1 thousand views in 2 years... sorry readers... it must be cringy to read that kind of review. (because YOURNAME is famous, that's why you got views idiot)


Went back and saw some older posts, it is just like a pile of horse shit being added to another pile of pig shit, basically its full of shit.

I am 25 now, it does bring back memories, back in high school everyone only have MSN and blogspot or friendster, myspace to play around. Everyone has a blog, and write random things just for fishing for comments. ahhh those days. Young, Dumb and broke.

And i got second blog but i recalled i doesn't write that much on that, but somehow it got almost a hundred post, strange.

Lets hope i have the time to keep it updated by posting random thing whatever it is, ohh btw change the blog name from sadness-end.blogspot.com to vanxchew.blogspot.com. Guess the name wasn't too appropriate, sadness never end.