oh crap ...

This day i cant SLP well
DAMN

just like now ... i went to bed at 12 o clock ..
i cant fall sleep
because why ?

because ..
every night in my dreams ,
i see you , i feel you
(James Horner - My Heart Will Go On )
well
maybe this song r rite
maybe ..
maybe
xD
missing someone too much lol

well every time i wan to slp
i will just keep thinking
i dunno i am thinking what
but just think
until i cant even sleep
=.=
that was retard lol
well get all over that
this is my night


VanXCheW

Hmm

first thing first .. hehe
did my blog look nice now @@
i hope it did xD

anyway ... err just nothing

昨天呢 ， 本来12 点就睡了
但是我在床lok 到 1 点 都还没睡得着
于是拿电话 hand free 听歌
我还很记得我听过咩歌
第一首 inconsolable 我的最爱
不懂为什么
那个时候听特别有mood
特别觉得好听
而且特别感受到歌的意思
可能我跟歌所说一样@@
who knows .. xD
然后就you are not alone ...
听着的时候突然觉得很可惜
那么一个厉害的歌王
酱就卖咸鸭蛋了
唉真的是 世事难料
可能我明天无端端给豆腐啃死
都可能geh
who knows =.=
听mai do i have to cry for you
whats left of me
都已经 1。30 然后脱下了handfree
去外面喝dam 水
小个便 但是我竟然带mai我的抱枕
既然带出来了 算吧带它去见识一下
然后回到房dat dai
都是lok 多两下才睡得着

这些是昨天的
说说刚才
喝茶的时候
我非常fish
我在mamak 档跌倒
他们全部笑到鬼ngam
算 跌倒于jor
可能以为是擦破
觉得有d feel
la la 的感觉 ==

好来暂时这样






Welcome To My Diary
Sadness-end.blogspot.com

VanXCheW

My Cousin Kenny married Yesterday ...

Ｋｅｎｎｙ　ａｎｄ　Ｍｉｃｈｅｌｌｅ

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
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　新郎和我大哥

　　　　　　　　　　














我跟我阿姨　　

　　　　　　　　表哥　跟我２我哥
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　














　ｍｅ　，　ｂｒｏ　，　ｃｏｕｓin














　表哥　跟我２我哥































i here wish my cousin Kenny and Michelle happy and together forever

Another me ? ( story Episode 1 )

Read This 1st : tis page contain illegal contain ( ... just some rude word ) so think 1st when u wan read this

ME : ... how would this happen ...
Some1 : i dono ... but u are fired ..go out from here
and go F***ing go take all your thing ..

In front of the door

ME : Damn ... i am shit now ...
Another me : i am not ..
Me : why you are not ... you are me
Another me : i am you too ..
Me : oh shit ... i am talking to myself
Another me : no .. you are talking to me
Me ：you are me ..
Another me : yea ..
Me : so it mean i talking to myself
Another me : No !! you are talking to me
Me : Oh Dun shitting me already
Another me : i wont shitting you if shit on you mean shit on me
Me : Oh F*** ... i am mad .... i must be having some sick
Another me : Hey look at that girl ... wooot
Me : HoLy ShIT

Looking at the hot girl with sexy suit

Another me : come on ... go get her number
Me : wtf ? u tell me get it ? i am nothing now just get fired
my pocket left 20 bugs ... and ... with a broken cell phone
Another me : .. err... forget about that then
Me : (thinking) ... i am really a shit ... perhaps i should just jump
of from more than 17 stories building
Another me : hey i hear that ...
Me : oh not again ...
Another me : if u die i am die too
Me : So ?
Another me : so i wont left u do that
Me : go to hell

Running To Top of Some Building

Me : oh nice .... ... 40 Stories high , nice place to jump
Another me : ... you will not do that
Me : Shut the F*** Up... i cant Take it anymore
Another me : take what ?
Me : oh crap ...
Another me : okay okay ... you wan to die .. go on
Me : Oh thank god , thank ... i won (Fake crying )
Another me : Come on ... dun thank to god ... thank to Satan
Me : why ?
Another me : because you are going to suicide dun even think you are go heaven
Me : ... i would like to go hell
Another me : ..........( silence for awhile ) whatever
Me : but first ... call someone 1st
Another me : who ? with your broken phone
Me : It still can make call man
Another me : okay okay go on ...
Me : but the screen i cant see ... never mind test everyone
Another me :hey hey tell me who is that ( curious )
Me : you will know ... i only can tell is girl ...okay i call now ... i hope is this one

Calling - - - - - - -
Phone picked

Phone : ahh ... ahh ... ahh ... come one baby ... harder
Another me : ... WHAT THE F....... i think you are calling wrong
Me : ( silence ) . . . Yes i must

Phone call end

me : never mind try another

Calling - - - -
Phone picked

Phone : ( sound of Chainsaw and Screaming of girl ) ...
Another me : Holy shit ... Murdering ? ...
Me : err ... maybe ... forgot about that lets try another

Phone call end

Another phone call start again - - - -

phone picked

Me : hello ? is that Kelly ?
Another me : oh so this girl is u wan to find
Phone : who the F*** u finding is ( a heavy man sound )

Phone end immediately

Me : who the hell ...
Another me : ... (keep silence)
Me : okay ... stop trying i maybe remember his phone number

Pressing on the phone ...
And got some number

Me : err... not like this

ERASE the number and do it again

Me : ... err not this too

AGAIN ...

Me : hm mm

And AGAIN ...
And finally .. he thing he got some number that right

Me : okay ... try this ...

Phone calling
....
Phone : number of you call is unregistered So try another

Me : what the ...
Another me : come on ... stop trying and jump ...
Me : hey at first who say dun want to die ?
Another me : ... then who say wan to die
Me : okay okay ... 1 more ...

Phone Got message ...
Your Phone credit Is empty . Please reload to make further phone call

Me : ... ( Hopeless )
Another me : oh ?? seem like Satan want to see you anyway
Me : okay ... how about we go down ... buy a reload card ... and come back here
Another me : you jackass ... dumbshit ... you just nothing but coward .
Me : fuck me ... okay then ...

Running back abit ... and rush then jump ...
Phone ringing ... ( while falling )

Me : yes ? ( while falling )
Kelly : hey ...
Me : oh shit ... kelly you late ... farewell .. i L ..

(episode 1 end )

today much than today

今天没做工哦
不要说我ponteng 做工~_~

我不是很舒服
而且有出去
到蛮远
昨天 做到一个搞笑的地方
很偏僻的jusco 我还是第一次看
简直就在山跟树林 旁边
晚上出去看的时候根本是
黑黑的
哇 够力 我没也讲
而且去走这间的jusco 人不多
在market 看就知道了
排队的人根本不用等
oh shit ... 这个地方==
根本没得做
顶 我而且还要跟manager一起做
还好 他好人
但是偷懒都不给偷到出脸
一点点好了
最kek的是
我老版有来
而且他来的时候捉到zun zun
我偷懒 我在跟他们在谈天
oh 一看到他
oh ~ kandoi ...
还好没什么xD hahaha
=.=...

WHY EVERY THING MUST HAVE TITTLE ?

z ... why anything must have tittle ?
.... lol

anyway forget it ..
talk about just now xD ..
i just drink a very much big bowl of
mushroom sup .. CZ why ?
my mom cook too much ... so i had to drink all
but that was delicious
ehh ... sorry for chiew yee 1st xD
i ate her Zi Mui

Ok
talk about mid valley again .xD
well i am good ..... at that day ...
me and my friend sold 39 iron ...
but ...that is very little ...
because this is fair = =

well .. i guess i am still lucky anyway
xD got chiew yee got come anyway ...
lol and she come when her mother waiting for food lol
i thought she so kind ... =.= xD
dint eat also come see me 1st =.=
well i never mind for that ... lol ask ourself 1st
who we are ... who she must ? lol
nice ans is it ?
well pass through ... and that time at night
i cant even go out from my counter ..
BULLS*** ... i am starving to death
and i tot chiew yee will da bao for me xD
i tot lar .. i tot
then sms lo ...
sienz ma .. no ppl come see
s . .. s .. then manager come
LOL
omG...
almost get caught ...

then 9 pm close counter ...
and talk all thing and put on trolley lo
i crash 2 time ... =.=...
trolley accident lol .. not car ...
then b home
and sleep and when i fall sleep like
get knock out ...
KO straight fall in sleep no countdown
lol too tired xD
well and i upload new song ...
i will put 2 song anyway...
so if u got time ... hear its both
^^ nice song i hope u like it


What's Left Of Me
Nick Lachey

Watch my life
Pass me by
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don’t wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
Yeah

Cause I want you And I feel you
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger like a burning
To find a place I’ve never been
Now I’m broken and I’m fading
I’m half the man I thought I would be
But you can have what’s left of me

I’ve been dying inside
Little by little
No where to go but going out of my mind
In endless circles
Running from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still
And I want you and I feel you
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger like a burning
To find a place I’ve never been
Now I’m broken and I’m fading
I’m half the man I thought I would be
But you can have what’s left of me
Falling faster
Barely breathing
Give me something to believe in
Tell me it’s not all in my head

Take what’s left of this man
Make me whole once a

#
Do I Have To Cry For You ---Nick Carter我一定要恳求你吗 尼克-卡特#
#
Don't wanna close the door不想关上门 #
Don't wanna give up on it不想放弃 #
Don't wanna fight no more要继续争取 #
We'll find a way around it我们要找到一条出路 #
Where's the love we had我们只要有爱就一定会有办法 #
We can make it last我们最后会成功 #
#
Chorus:#
Tell me what I gotta be告诉我我将会怎样 #
Tell me what you wanna do告诉我你想要怎样#
'Cause I can't live my life the way you want me to因为我不能按照你要求的方式生活 #
You know I can't go on living like we do你知道我们不可以继续像这样的生活下去 #
Do I have to cry for you, do I have to cry for you我一定要恳求你吗 我一定要恳求你吗 #
#
So tell me what it's for告诉我它意味着什么#
If there's no winner in it 如果在这里没有赢家 #
Nobody's keeping score没有人总能得分#
Lets start from the beginning让我们从头开始 #
Can we make it last with the love we had我们能不能和我们的爱情坚持到底
##
Tell me what I gotta be我是不是要站在冰冷的黑夜里#
Tell me what you wanna do直到黎明的曙光#
'Cause I can't live my life the way you want me to我是不是一定要说我不想让你走 #
You know you can't go on l

Midvalley ...

今早一早就给customer 吵醒
说我那个东西坏了阿
那里有的换阿
bla bla bla 的
头脑还blur blur 给他吵醒
答他 哦 ， 阿 哦！！！
那么你去我们counter 换拉
= =
kek！！

然后刚刚打给manager
问我明天 Do where ...
ok ... nice place to go ..
MIDVALLEY
然后叻
还以为有人可以来tam 下我geh！！
打过去 讲下讲下
kam jor 线喔 没可能是我按拉
但是这种情形我见识过了
是她电话没电 厉害叻？？
这次是第二次哦 geng bo ? xD
没关系咯 你大忙人嘛xD
电话都没时间charge

然后星期六都知道你tam 不到我拉
- - 谁得空来midvalley tam 我拉
在cinema 那楼

sales man ..

跟你们讲解一下
做sales 的最高境界
lol 说到是酱

我做好多次叫客人
有些只会给我5 个手指
意思不要
但是 我却会zhat customer
说 ok miss ... u wan 5 .. okay i packing now ...

然后有些好点的
就会跟你微笑一下
走人
然后我朋友教我
他对你笑得时候
就指着他狂笑
ehh 我知道这样很ngong gui
所以我不会这样做

我的DEMO :
miss 来看下蒸汽汤斗
吊着都可以汤衣阿

malay :
kak ... mari sini faham iron ni jap
boleh gosok baju gantung
有时我会说得废d
Gosok "Baju Dalam" amali

lol