for diploma , IT course ...
in April 11th
well ... its good that i still can get in to the college
because my result of SPM is shit ...
i don't know i should say i am lucky or what
just don't need to retake the exam again ...
but i will just put everything in my future
study good ... and after that get paid good ...
i really hope the CGPA can get till 3.5 ++
so i can don't need to pay back the loan ...
well ... just do everything i can ...
any effort i can put
and something ...
i feel ... release ...
i don't know how describe the feeling but ...
i feel good .. release but yet lonely and kinda sad
when ... knowing the people i care finally will have
some companion ... i smile a little ... but my heart squeeze
well ... i ... i ...
i think i really need to find a girl friend xDD
i tot wanna find it in college .. but i just look like a fucking child =.=
or just a boy in 15 -16 years old ...
damn ... i should happy becz i got the baby face
but god dint gift me a taller body ..
but i never blame for it ... because i know some people nt even have legs or something
so i always appreciated that i born in a peaceful country and i have a perfect working body...
owh well .. just a little diary ...
