悴

拳馆从开了，
第一天回去就做了深蹲
本来就缺乏练习的大腿
差点就废了
回家路上险些滚下楼梯，就是因为腿软了

运动时我都穿隐形眼镜
脱下了眼镜，戴上了lens
认真的观察自己的脸
在没有为了这厚厚的眼镜的遮掩下
才发现，憔悴了许多，顿时觉得自己老了
那黑眼圈都陷下去了
憔悴的原因是否工作压力大，睡眠不好，吃饭不定时，没有运动，没女朋友
这我不晓得，欸... 等等最后一项怎么好像有点不对劲

怎样都好，应该都是工作压力
所以驾车回家的路上想了想
为什么那么多人跑去给钱vincent tan
买toto 原因就是为了一夜暴富立刻退休

clenched

 I clenched my teeth a lot lately.
I don't realize I'm doing it until my cheek feels sore.
not sure it is due to stress or simple sleeping side way messed up my jaw.
also no exercise for 3 months no where to vent
it is hard.
also, lack of exercise meant too much excess calories.
tummy is growing, and all these stamina I gained just vanish
when everything open up its back to square 1.
ugh. i have to go run isn't it.
but I hate running/jogging. too boring.
and lately too much work makes me messed up my daily schedule
also lack of leisure time making me having habitual sleeping late.
just so that I can have the small time frame of self-time, by burning my sleeping time.
damn it. I need better time management.

weekend just kinda wasted it in front my computer.
not exactly doing anything but just videos.
and tomorrow monday, restart the cycle.
crap. just reminded the project pre-live is next week.
works on coming weeks is going to increase a fk lot until everything stable.
means no leave. i guess.
ugh. i want to dive.