reminding me
some kind of memory
that i should had it forgot
but no ...
i am not a machine , computer
i can't erase memory or reprogram
i am myself
but anyway what past should let it past
what history should remain as history
isn't that hard ehh ?
every bitter memory will have some sweet one
at least still not fully bitter ... at least ...
every drop of tears will have some smile
crying not just only for sadness
it not a curse
its more like luxury
letting us learn from every of tears
learn from crying is some sort of ...
how to say huh ?
aha , whatever
when you are crying
will anyone rub away your tears?
will anyone borrow their shoulder for you
if have , this friend should never let go
best in best i could say
aha ... good
well ... not is trial for spm
spm coming right after corner
how ?
bad is it ?
yes ...
thinking going buy a house from living myself
than freedom will be mine
but freedom aint free ...
money is most problem
so just think another step should put my feet
on which site
