Say？

Say ... said or says ?
Or yell ? lol ...
I cant describe my feelings now ..
however
its difficult to say ... or to be says
or even to understand
what the crap i am talking ?

Its like a boulder crash on my heart
It more like the feel get ignore than get
hurt ..
Where is my right ???
because all the damn crap ppl
ignore me
fuk ...
some times i hope i can say fuck them
great ... i go alone school today ...
ask why ? funny
i get ignore by my fucking fren .. great
..
good take for me huh？