looking at some old picture ,

reminding me

some kind of memory

that i should had it forgot

but no ...

i am not a machine , computer

i can't erase memory or reprogram

i am myself

but anyway what past should let it past

what history should remain as history

isn't that hard ehh ?

every bitter memory will have some sweet one

at least still not fully bitter ... at least ...

every drop of tears will have some smile

crying not just only for sadness

it not a curse

its more like luxury

letting us learn from every of tears

learn from crying is some sort of ...

how to say huh ?

aha , whatever

when you are crying

will anyone rub away your tears?

will anyone borrow their shoulder for you

if have , this friend should never let go

best in best i could say

aha ... good

well ... not is trial for spm

spm coming right after corner

how ?

bad is it ?

yes ...

thinking going buy a house from living myself

than freedom will be mine

but freedom aint free ...

money is most problem

so just think another step should put my feet

on which site