clenched

 I clenched my teeth a lot lately.
I don't realize I'm doing it until my cheek feels sore.
not sure it is due to stress or simple sleeping side way messed up my jaw.
also no exercise for 3 months no where to vent
it is hard.
also, lack of exercise meant too much excess calories.
tummy is growing, and all these stamina I gained just vanish
when everything open up its back to square 1.
ugh. i have to go run isn't it.
but I hate running/jogging. too boring.
and lately too much work makes me messed up my daily schedule
also lack of leisure time making me having habitual sleeping late.
just so that I can have the small time frame of self-time, by burning my sleeping time.
damn it. I need better time management.

weekend just kinda wasted it in front my computer.
not exactly doing anything but just videos.
and tomorrow monday, restart the cycle.
crap. just reminded the project pre-live is next week.
works on coming weeks is going to increase a fk lot until everything stable.
means no leave. i guess.
ugh. i want to dive.